I was really doing well with this biopsy thing until tonight. It was going to be a very smooth morning tomorrow- drop M at preschool, head to the hospital, have the procedure done, get coffee, and pick M up.
Oh yah, except it snowed a ton today.
And her preschool follows the ONLY school district that is in session tomorrow. On a delay. Which means that her school starts at my appointment time. Which means that if (when) Mr. A drops her off, he won't get to work until probably 11am. Not such a timely arrival for him. He was not impressed.
So I cried about it for a while tonight- 3 main sobbing sessions, but on and off for maybe an hour. I think I just had to get it out. I could handle it no problem if everything went according to plan, but then it didn't.
Isn't that how so many things are? I should have known to expect something to not go right, given what happened to our "plan" of having several kids, but I guess a girl can hope that things work out the way she thought they would.
I have many people praying for a benign finding, and I really appreciate all the support from friends here, too. Lord, have mercy!
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