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Friday, January 22, 2010

Nurse just called- beta was negative.

This ride is so crazy. Nothing is cut and dry, nothing is consistent, nothing is ever absolute or an easy answer. I don't think I'd mind so much if I could count on reliable "if...then you're pregnant" concepts, not "if.... then you might be pregnant but it might also indicate that your heart is beating or that you have a pair of legs or that you're not pregnant"... Ha!!!

I just want to thank everyone for praying for us! It was exciting to hope, and I know that I'll be the same way next month!! It's a good thing that I have healthy LP's, so today I will be thankful for that. And, in some weird way, I'm thankful that I'm not one of those women who never test positive on the home tests... gives me hope I'll still see those two lines one day :)

Be blessed today!! God has great plans for each of us :)

32 comments:

Ann - Building a Nest said...

Sorry, A. Hoping for better next time.

Leah said...

You have an amazing attitude, and I have no doubt that it will get you far in life. And I love your hope. You have every reason to hope. I have no doubt that everything will work out for you. Thinking of you.

SuzeG said...

BIG HUG to you right now. Remember that He who began a good work in you will always be faithful to bring it to completion. You are in my thoughts and prayers today.

Al said...

Oh :-(.

I had so much hope for you today...I'm so sorry.

huge hugs to you today, it's such a roller coaster ride, isn't it?

Take care of yourself this weekend and I'll be thinking of you.

AplusB said...

Bummer. I am so sorry. It's good news about your extended LP, though. I may try progesterone this cycle as well.
You have a great attitude. Hang in there :(

Jess said...

I am so sorry! {{{HUGS}}}

TeeJay said...

I'm so sorry. I know you really hopeful this time around. I was right there with you. Sending you a big HUG!

suchagoodegg said...

Awww, I am surprised and bummed for you. But I love your attitude, it's awesome. I am hoping you get your due karma with a BFP next month!!

lowfatlady said...

That sucks. But you are so positive. That is awesome.

Basic Girl said...

Aw man...I'm so sorry, hugs! You seriously have the best attitude and its totally inspiring.

Sew said...

sorry about the news...

ventingvagina said...

so sorry to hear about the BFN. boo!

it sounds like you have a great attitude, though. and there is a plan. hang in there! hugs!

Katie said...

I'm so sorry, A. I hope that next cycle is THE one. :)

Jessica said...

I'm sorry it didn't happen for you this month. You have a great attitude though!!

Praying for Hope said...

Well, shoot. It sounds like you found the silver lining to the cloud. You have good eyes to do that.

Lisa said...

I agree, if specific symptoms meant you were definitely pregnant life would be so much easier! The confusion/roller coaster comes when symptoms we are experiencing should mean we are pregnant but don't! My goodness the confusion. I am so proud of your attitude although I know it still is hard. New possibilities with the next month...

Jenny said...

i'm so sorry. like leah said, your attitude is AMAZING! praying for you all the time!

Ashley said...

I am so sorry. :( Praying for you!

The Wife said...

I'm so sorry! I thought that this was it. I'll start praying for your next cycle now...

JC said...

I'm so sorry! I was really hoping for you, really really. I'm glad that you sound like you're doing well. You have such amazing faith and are so strong. You're a great example, thank you for that. Hopefully next month =)

Andrea said...

*HUG*

Priscilla said...

So Sorry!! ((HUGS)) I KNOW it WILL happen for you...hopefully sooner than later!

julie said...

Im so sorry about the results. With every new cycle brings new hope. Keep up your amazing attitude. (-:

Leslie said...

I am so sorry! I admire your strength very much!

Jane said...

I am so so sorry. Your symptoms and temps were so good, too. I guess it does just go to show you that you never know until you know. I'm glad you are taking some comfort in your good LP - that is something to be happy about! But still, what a bummer. This is a crazy ride, isn't it? God bless.

callmemama said...

Aww, I'm sorry to hear this :(. I was really hoping for you! Well, I'll keep hoping for next cycle!

Stacey said...

I'm so sorry, friend. I was so hopeful for you this time. Still praying, hoping, and believing that it will happen soon! (((HUGS)))

BelowAverageAthlete said...

That stinks! I will say a prayer for you.

The Martins said...

A, I was really bummed when I read your post, but so proud and encouraged by your attitude. Keep trusting!

Shanny said...

I'm sorry :(

Emily said...

I am so sorry. I had everything crossed for you. ::hugs::

Hillary said...

I am so, so sorry :( I am thankful God is upholding you right now and continuing to give you FAITH & HOPE.

PS- I tried to comment on this on Friday but my internet kept crashing, so sorry this is late now!