Mmmm, hazelnut coffee....
Yep, bright CD1 bright and early today. Time to order follistim refills, I guess!
I thank you all for your prayers and thoughts. Please accept my apology for thinking a new symptom in the 2ww could mean anything but my cycle's twisted sense of humor and attempt to shake things up for "fun". I really wish that I could leave myself alone during the 2ww- I am beginning to loathe those 14 days. I hate feeling things during the 2ww- I wish I was numb to whatever is (not) happening down there because whether it feels like AF or not, there is nothing I can do about it, and it is impossible to be such a helpless bystander to my own body.
I am bummed of course and praying, at the moment, that my baseline u/s (tomorrow?) will look good so we can do another cycle before Thanksgiving. I also continue to gush prayers about begging to see at least a small part of God's plan for our family. What am I supposed to be doing, Lord?
27 comments:
I am so sorry!!!! Thanks for letting us bare the load with you! DANG IT!!!!
Go follistim!!!!!!
At least AF didn't leave you hanging all day, but I'm sorry it's not what you were hoping for. Enjoy your coffee and maybe add a nice dash of brandy to it just because you can.
so very sorry :( what a bummer of a monday morning. like she said above, at least you didn't have to wait all day. BOO! (((hugs)))
*hugs* I'm sorry.
Enjoy that coffee....I sometimes wonder if the meds make our bodies think we are prego...even when we are not. I know when I did the follitis.m meds...I kept wondering for I had so many different things going on. I guess God wants you to be surprised so He's not going to make it obvious. Hope the u/s goes well and you can continue on this path. Blessings!!!
I'm so sorry. I know it's such a disappointment.
I'm so sorry :-(
I am praying for you too...those stupid CD1 days...
NO! I am so sorry :( I hear you about hating those two weeks...
Praying for you today, friend.
I hate this for you, I'm sorry :(
I'm so so sorry :(
ugh.. so sorry to hear about the return of AF.
hope your u/s is clear so you can start up again.
What a bummer. I'm really sorry. You have a great outlook on things though so kudos to you! I hope you get another cycle in before Thanksgiving!
A,
hang in there girl! God is still good! He's for you and he knows your hurting and hurts with you. He has something wonderful for you, and even though it's hard to understand his timing....we just have to trust "that he is working everything out for our good."
So sorry to hear the news. MY CD1 was yesterday so I know the feeling. My husband and I went for pizza and beer for dinner. I have not had a drink in 6 months. Boulvard Wheat with a lemon hit the spot.
Lets keep on moving forward! :)
:(
Crap. I'm sorry.
-Cathy
I have to say that I'm utterly surprised. I just had that feeling that you were pg. So much for feelings! I have to say though, you have been such an inspiration to me as of late. Your utter dependence on God and your faith has made quite an impact on me. Thanks girl! Keep your chin up!
Oh A, I'm so sorry! *hugs*
Woah, seriously? I'm so sorry! Love your optimism - you rock!
I am so sorry this wasn't the cycle. You have a great attitude, though, so keep your head up!!
So sorry this wasn't it. We'll all keep praying for you! Sunday was my CD1 so I am feeling your anguish....
I am so so sorry. This whole journey of ups and downs is horrible. You go from one extremem emotion to another at the flip of a dime. Sending hugs to you this week!
I'm sorry! I pray it works really soon for you!!
Blah! What a bummer...that first day is always the worst...
I'm so sorry!! I hate how those phantom symptoms trick us!!
I am not saying sorry... sorry's always made me cry when I get AF. So on words and up words and curse and pray a little every time you give that shot!
I'm so sorry you're having another CD1. This is crappy. I was really hoping this was the cycle for you. I'll be praying that your baseline u/s goes well.
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