T-minus 12!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I don't exactly know if that is indicating the right amount of days because I'm not exactly sure of the concept of T-minus, but today is ovulation day according to my monitor, so only 12 more days until the start of a new cycle- a chance to see what God is going to do with Cl.omid!!

I think the next two weeks will be kind of odd. I'm not sure I will hope as much as I have before, now that I know there is a problem with the progesterone. I imagine I might be an eensy bit more relaxed than usual- how appropriate that next week we will be at the beach!!

On the other hand, who am I kidding, I know I will hope a tiny bit, because of course, God is not limited by February's progesterone results and can make all things new with one command and can place a new life within me at any time.

I am at the crazy place that I used to view with much awe where I'm actually wanting a new cycle to start! With all my friends who have been through RE treatments and ART, they had said these crazy words before, and I always was speechless....but now I know what they're talking about! I have high hopes that God is going to use Cl.omid to bless us with our first baby(s) (just have to add the (s)!!!)- like one of my friends says, if we didn't think/hope it was going to work, we wouldn't try it!

Mr. A and I planted a raspberry bush this afternoon! We figure that if we are going to have fresh veggies, we might as well have fresh fruit, too! We might go back and get a blackberry one, too...we'll see!


Grace in my Heart said...

I really hope that c.lomid does the trick for you!!! Raspberry bushes? Now I'm really impressed! Would love to hear how that turns out.

the misfit said...

I know what you mean - I was never interested in my cycle qua cycle, and all these NaPro bloggy gals have gotten inside my head, I swear.

Where do you find blackberry bushes?! I found only strawberry (which is what I was looking for), but now I NEED a blackberry bush too.

Hillary said...

I'm hopeful for you, too! Maybe all it takes is for God to use a little clomid?!? Happens for some people, right?!!